cuz there’s somebody else
nothing yet happened
yet everything changed
by my internal reaction…
let me explain before you say anything….:
you were out of town on vacation
i was bored & had nothing to do
so when i got a text from an old guy friend
i figured nothing wrong with having a good time too.
he was the guy before you, by the way
figured he deserved to know what happened to me.
i really was gunna tell him about us
but somehow i didnt say anything…
im kinda ashamed of myself for that
kinda like im living a lie. (aka wrong)
but it’d be even worse if i didnt break up with u now
cuz, now im just playing along.
i wish i liked you, ur super great
but i dont love you, i dont wnat to be with u forever.
it was just a day with an old friend
& realized i cant do this anymore.
im sorry, & i wish i knew how to do erase
or go back in time.
cuz my family loves u, & urs loves me.
everyone knows & everyone agrees.
everyone thinks we’re perfect for each other!
everyone!… but me.