I finally can put my finger
on why this is so difficult to decide,
Because, you were always the one,
I go to & trust for any sort of advice…
But this advice regards the fact,
that I’m actually in love with you,
& i just need to know what to say,
or what, if anything, i should do…
So, you were always the one,
who knew me better than myself,
who could tell me what i really want,
& how to follow what’s in my heart…
but without you here to tell me,
without you here to see right through,
all of a sudden, never felt so lost,
or so frustrated, as i am without you.
If i loose you, forgive me.
i couldn’t help but at least wonder.
So, I will wait until March,
to commit this fatal blunder…
You ask me if there’s something,
or if I’m just adjusting to all that’s new…
I say ‘not really’ & move on in conversation,
because, the truth, is that my question is if it’s you?