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I’m not blind, i just love you more…


What if it never ends?
what if we really can make this last?
what if we had each other forever?
for your love & heart is all I ask…

I feel like i’m living in an old school musical,
like i’m dancing in the stars of truth & dreams
like a greek goddess being woo-ed by Hercules,
or just some farm girl swooped up by prince charming…

I swear I see moonlight come through your eyes,
and it makes me feel like I”m just dreaming again…
but then your voice is the sweetest reassurance,
with words that make me know you understand…

If we both are in this for the long run,
we have nothing & no one to fear in between,
if we both want nothing more than each other,
then we have already secured our dreams…

I see every awful thing you’ve ever done
And all i want is to embrace you & move on…
No, I”m not blinded by love or lust, i see it…
But i also see that past has long but gone…

I will support you with whatever you choose to do,
as long as it’s what you really want, I said…
i’m not afraid of giving you my heart & future,
because it’s really more of an exchange instead…

“I Love you” sounds so different
when I’m saying it to my best friend…
You know me well enough to know i meant it…
you ought to know, i wont ever let us end….

 

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take what you want of me. it’s yours


Do you remember that poem I wrote?
how i wanted him to write me a song?
He sent me the recording tonight…
and it’s almost as beautiful as his smile…

I love how he claims he hates his voice,
but he knows it is more than enough
to make any girl fall in love instantly,
any girl in the world, but tonight it is me..

Now i only wish he weren’t miles away,
i wish he were sitting by my side…
but somehow i know from the depth of my heart.
this time is for real, & we won’t always be apart…

I love you in a way, i hopelessly give in…
take my heart & future, do as you may wish…
I’m tired of holding in feelings of what we could be…
As of tonight, take what you want of me…

 

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fallen as deep as love goes, im sure


I’m done falling in love,
i can’t imagine any deeper than this…
I get butterflies & sweet dreams
from your goodnight messages…

And I never want to love
anyone in the world but you again…
you will either break my heart,
or make me the happiest girl on the planet…

and i just don’t know how to say this…
i can’t explain the joy & honor within…
i can’t even write a poem that does honor
to your utter & complete perfectness…

I want to hold your hand through it all
be it tearful losses or joyful gains…
you know that i will never leave behind,
nor abandon you in moments of pains…

i would do anything to secure
what i very possibly already have…
though, i know i by no means deserve…
all your love & loyalty… i’m so glad…

i don’t use the word ‘love’
until after a year is my rule,
never happened before,
so I was never made the fool…

but with you, we said it on day 2…
but with you, i’d marry you today,
but for you, i’d realign the star paths,
if i knew it was the only way…

to make you love me

 

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best dream i ever have… still haven’t woken up…


Was it just the best dream i ever had?
amid the rain & sunshine’s reach…
Did you really tell me you loved me,
as the sun was setting on the beach?

Did you really hold me in your arms?
& did you truly mean all that you said?
as my plane landed back into Denver,
i felt like i was just waking up, instead…

The best dream i ever had….
back at both of our starts…
did i truly find the key last week,
to lock eternity within our hearts?

The back of your motorcycle was cold,
but well worth the excuse to hold onto you…
It was more than the fairytale i’ve dreamed of…
if it really happened, if it’s really true?

i’ve never questioned actuality so much…
God, please keep him & me a reality…
i know he has free will to love whomever….
but please Lord, help him stay in love with me

 

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get over it.


Suck it up! life happens,
i just wasn’t into you…
stop trying to villeinize me,
we both know that’s not true…

Of course, you are always the victim,
everyone else uses you, i’m sure…
no offense, your nothing worth using,
so get off your pitiful ‘high’ horse…

there is only one common factor
through all the crisis that you face,
you wanna say that all girls are the same,
but honey, you are your own disgrace…

You threw your heart into the mix,
before you even knew who i was,
i’m sorry it hurts your feelings,
but life is only as life does….

So please just let me go in peace,
stop telling me i ruined your life…
i’m not going to come back to you in pity,
you’re just burning bridges out of spite…


btw, this is not about my best friend, now boyfriend. this is about another guy i didn’t go out with/broke up with before it was official, because i knew i didn’t love him….evidently, not soon enough…

 

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Rear-view love story… come true


All those nights wondering what you would do
If I were to break down & confess my love to you,
Days & months & years we’ve been just best friends
I couldn’t bear the thought of risking letting that end…

O-wo-oh…

Little did I know all those nights so close to truth,
Little by little, I gave my heart totally to you…
And when we said good night & both went to sleep,
I had no idea, you went to bed, & dreamed of me!

Oh-wo-oh

When in the rear-view we’ve loved each other for ages,
And it’s such a wonderful time, turning through our memory pages…
All along, I don’t know why or how I didn’t see from the start,
That I could never find a better lover or match for my heart….

Wo, oh oh

Give me a microphone, no uncertainty here..
I will shout it out, make it officially very clear…
No denying, I’m so freaking in love with you,
And the best part is, that you are in love with me too…

I’ve dreamed about this a thousand times,
So gently you held your hand in mine,
And now that this is actually coming alive,
I keep waiting to wake up from this high….

But wo-oh oh…

You stare at me with silver blue eyes…
Now I know why I love full moon nights…
You touch my face and pull me close to you,
Saying, “tonight I feel like, I’m holding something true.”
…For the first time in my life, I really do too

 

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I still haven’t woken up….


Even my dreams seemed realer than this!
As I’m lost in complete happiness….
It’s like one of those perfect chick flicks,
That I thought in true-life don’t exist…

How can this be reality?
After all the pictures of how it would be…
It’s so insane truly living your dreams
I had no idea you were in love with me!

And for how amazingly well
We know each other inside out
It’s amazing neither of us were sure
Both held back by risk & doubt…

Honestly, both of our dreams came true,
I had no idea that actually happened for real,
And now that I have you to call mine
Our love story is unbelievably unquestionably real.

You told me you loved me & have for over a year
I told you that I love you more than I ever have before,
And you know I don’t make promises, that I can’t keep…
But I promise to love you as long as you love me & more….

 
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