mind games of fight

Don’t hang up on me…
I want the last farewell…
If anyone is looking to know,
long-distance is a living hell…

It’s both addicting & revolting,
wanna cling on for dear life,
or slam it out my door…
it’s one big mental fight…

usually we tell ourselves,
if they care, they will be here…
but I can’t exactly get that,
when i’m here while you’re there

So i have to believe your words,
just your words & a week every now & then…
Gosh darn it, I really do love you,
but I just want this distance to end.

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Run me away….

Run me away into the jungle
or sail off into the sea,
somewhere we can get lost,
and live just you & me…

Perhaps on a distant island
with no internet or cell phone,
no one to check & comment
on what they don’t know….

Oh with everyone watching,
I feel like an experiment sometimes,
everyone has something to say
coming from both of our sides…

Your mother & sisters,
my dad & cousins do too,
I just want to runaway, baby…
run me away with you….

 

What you’ve done to me.

I’m a tough one, I used to think…
Roses, and flowers are cheesy…
cliche stories don’t happen in real life…
but, you’ve made a silly romantic of me…

If I’m upset I have two reactions,
I’ll say I’m fine or then explode all at once…
But you won’t let me get away with fine..
I find myself communicating what I want…

I’m the kind of girl who’s afraid of commitment,
one guy forever, sounds like the scariest thing…
but if you knelt down on one knee tomorrow,
then I’d proudly wear your ring.

I’m either indecisive
or stubborn in my ways…
but you balance me out,
and help show me the grays…

Swore up & down I’d never date you…
And I have to be right about everything…
Too competitive & stubborn to give in…
until I realized what having you could mean.

So, I’ve thrown away my told-you-so,
Now I don’t keep tallies of anything…
I may still roll my eyes and glare…
but you’ve made a lover out of me.

 

the forever kind of love.

I trust you with my life & heart,
never want anyone to tear us apart… oh no

If I could now, I’d pick up & leave
follow you to where I need to be… with you

Maybe this is me dreaming,
or maybe we can truly last…
baby hold me close,
before this visit becomes part of the past

Want you to hold me in your arms,
where i feel safe from any harm…
I wanna feel your heartbeat as I rest,
my head on your strong chest

And as I look into your silver eyes,
they pierce smiles into mine…
I just want to make a love lasts forever true…
& I want my forever love to be with you…