the sparkles begin again

11 Dec

Oh oh it’s sparkling in the blackness
I’m not ready for these feelings yet…
i want to stay in the safety of friend -zone…
my last relationship i still regret

my heart keeps begging my mind
to give it just a moment to fantasize…
because he could be just what i need
oh but i don’t want to see!… lights

lights camera action!

oh it’s flashing memory photos
and it’s playing records of his advice
it’s that bubbly feeling of excitement
when we’re watching football side to side

and i get way too ecstatic..
got to keep this ridiculousness under control…
my feelings keep begging please…
every piece of logic in me says “No! no… NO.”

oh but it’s momentum is growing…
maybe i can keep this just friends…
but it’s sparking into colors and visions…
like a wildfire flaring up in these winds…

and i’m just fighting the tide
of emotions that are going to sink in
they evade my mind when i’m asleep
i won’t lie, last night i dreamed of us again…


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