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nobody gets it right, i’m sorry


and i said i’m truly sorry inside out
i guess i just saw him as an escape from us,
i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings,
just couldn’t face you, to tell you that i’d had enough…

and i know you had no way of knowing
because my communication when i’m upset doesn’t exist
but don’t act like i came in with a vendetta,
i just wanted to be through with all of this….

can we please just be friends again?
i really want to take back all of the distractions
i guess it was my fault for leading you on,
but at the time, i was just following my gut reactions…

so, oh, please just say it’s okay, you forgive me…
like why, do you need to make me sit here feeling so guilty,
what it really comes down to, is i scarred your perfect pride,
but oh c’mon, be a man, don’t be so dramatic like it was a crime….

i never meant to hurt or deceive you…
i only meant to release my own heart…
listen, i know it was selfish at best,
but don’t act like you haven’t caused scars…

nobody gets it all right…
will you forgive me or hold onto your pride?…

 

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soon to shine


i love when he says ‘oh there’s no way’
maybe a little ruffled but then i smile & say ‘you’re right’…
oh if only they knew, just waiting for my time….
to take over this whole world, just waiting to shine…

oh & don’t tell me there’s no way, and expect to believe you…
I’ve already done things, nobody has done before…
and yeah, we’ve all got our own hopes & ambitions i’m sure…
but there’s no reason, not a good one, that i couldn’t be more…

just give me a little piece of sky…
then oh world, let me shine…..
we’ve all got to let our colors show…
and i can’t wait for you to see mine…

 

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don’t fear it away


defeat. lol, it’s not so scary, right?
i mean the worst part isn’t even the hard fall,
it’s the part where you know deep inside,
that you could have changed this all…

So looking into the future,
at every open door ahead,
i can’t help but imagining the let down…
and it fills my hope with dread…

and have we ever been more let down,
than when it comes to a young girl with love?
i used to be one of those romantics, you know…
but you see, doubt, is what experience does….

So i write all these poems about taking this risk
and how i’m not going to let our sturdy love die…
but, son of a gun, i have yet to even send you a text,
and my heart is still living in this dreadful lie…

defeat, a self fulfilling prophesy, &despair, the ship upon which
dreams are held captive until, even with no ropes, we don’t try again….

But defeat, isn’t all that bad you know,
you’re not as week as when you were held in ropes,
really the worst part isn’t what it could be if you fail today,
the worst part, is you wasting your life as you fear it away…

 

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at the end of the galaxy…. (all you are with me)


if you’ll be the sunshine, i’ll be the breeze
and together we’d make the best summer scene…
if i am a boat, why don’t you be the sea?
i’ll happily float around in a world of just you & me…

Do you even know i’ve gone crazy for you?
like off the deep end of the world, it’s true,
i see all the galaxies and colors in the stars,
but i want to stay here where you are…

I’m like that middle school girl who you never see,
my gosh what a fool you’ve made of me…
So the world may think i’m crazy, but i don’t care
because you are the truth & I am the dare…

you are the mountain top & I, the mountaineer,
you are the elusive equation, & I the engineer,
you are the guy who I am tired of keeping in my dreams…
so if i have it my way, then I’ll become your reality…

 

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the little bits i am


i kinda like being a little bit wicked
and a little bit sweet at the same time,
being a tad mischeivious and playful,
while still that little innocent sunshine…

Oh & don’t you too?

i know it’s not just me

we all like to be a few little bits

a little bit of just about everything 😉

 

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ready for you


oh and that’s fun you know,
but these games are getting old,
and i think i’m about ready now
to find someone to always hold…

and you are the one i’ve chosen…
and i have nothing to lose, today,
except my pride and dignity,
which could use a little relief anyway

So guess what? you get to be my gamble…
the only one with whom, i was too scared to place a bet…
always said i wasn’t ready for that yet…
leaving you has always been my greatest regret…

so i’m risking my great ego this year…
my goal is to make you fall in love with me again…
i’ll either get that closure as u shut me away,
or i’ll finally have that guy for whom i’ve wished….

and now, i won’t settle for anything less…

 

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magical enough for me


if you’d come and find me
hidden in my mountain pines
then i’m rather certain our love
would bring fairies to life…

it would be as magical as any tale
i could weave aspen bark into gold
and your kiss would break the spell
and then all the enchantment would unfold….

we’d see the birds sing us pretty songs
and lightning works would burst from the skies,
as the pixies awaken the purple mountain blooms,
and sprinkle down sparkling snow in sunshines

and even if we don’t ride off into the clouds
on the back of unicorns as the sun sets…
i will be more than happy to make you mine forever
i’ve loved you since the first moment that we met…

it takes no pixie dust or rainbows,
and while it sounds right now imaginal
i’ve made up my mind not to let this go,
because our love, it could be magical…

 

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