excuse the double side

18 Mar

I feel guilty in my conscious,
but have plenty excuses to justify my shame,
I see it numbing my heart, once tender,
but it hurt so much missing him every day…

i figure my heart is already screwed up
my past already tainted by lost love,
and i’ve already lost my only one,,..
so i might as well throw a shot & have some fun…

I know i’m a hypocrit…
but don’t judge me all too fast
my conscious will get the better
and then i’ll have more regrets that last

so for now i’m procrastinating,
ignoring the sirens that my mind is flashing
Some times it’s just easier not feeling
than watching everything in your life keep passing…


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