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Good-bye and by


we will talk for the first time in weeks tomorrow…
but the more i search, the less words i find for you…
it would be a lie to say that i want to move on,
all though, it seems obvious that we’re already through…

and i would like so dearly to fight to stay
to have you & I become more every day…
but i don’t want to look clingy in the face of goodbye…
so i shall keep my heart silent & wait till later to cry…

I really have nothing to say to you…
except i truly mean it when i say ‘good-bye’
i wish you everything good in all you do,
and that maybe i shall win you back by & bye…

 
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Posted by on May 30, 2013 in Uncategorized

 

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captive demon


an evil soul lives within my desires…
it beckons me, “come set it on fire…
you know her secrets, so let her burn…
what need have you, for a friend like her?”

the evil monster shifts around,
then clinches my heart & pulls me to the ground…
“oh he’s a stupid boy, he needs to learn…
so break his heart, he’s asking for the burn….”

it squeezes my gut until i almost vomit truth …
and release all the secrets i’ve held in confidence for you…
the demon sneers with evil delight as you squirm
as little flames of fire i breathe makes you uncomfortably warm…

and as you come back to plead me for release
my fingers become claws, & my body a beast….
oh the demon comes alive & devours my life…
oh i resent this dragon, for now I live in it, & not it inside I…

 

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magic of the deep


what if i told you the world is magic?
that all around you, it flickers in the dark?
what if i told you, as you stare at your screen,
behind your back, you just missed a tiny little spark?

what if i told you that in rivers flow wishes,
but it only carries those desires that conjure a tear
and then as the stars reflect on the ripples,
they one by one, take on, a chosen cause from there….

and out of the pools of wishes shed,
the chosen dreams leap to the star’s bright thrones
and from the heavens, fate is woven into the tides
the tides when blessings seem to come & go…


But it’s all interlocked & it’s all one great scheme
and dandelion seeds hold more power than you think
and all the trivial wishes you roll your eyes as i plead…
oh the world is magical, & you’re missing the deep

 

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what if i admit i miss you?


It’s been a few weeks since i’ve told the truth
since i admitted that I really still miss you…
I’ve been moving on & looking super sweet,
playing butterfly but deep underneath….

what if i actually need you?
what if you were my made-to-be?
what if we overdramatized it all?
what if we gave up too easy?

would you still give me a chance?
i don’t want to be the one running back…
the first to say sorry i was wrong….
but I miss you & i wish we could make it last…

what if we’ll always wonder deep inside?
what if you need me too?
& it may be hard, & it may take time…
… what if i say, i don’t want us to be through?….

 

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betrayed the heart of gold


kiss that betrayed the heart of gold
was laid a few drinks in on a name untold…
and it was with honest disappointment he let her go
telling her she would be great, for someone else’s road…

and sure, she could justify with titles unclear
and point out that alcohol blurs your cares
but the truth is commitment is far from her heart
so, so-long & fare well, as we fade apart

 
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Posted by on May 27, 2013 in guys/girls, Stories

 

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enough… im not giving in…


ENOUGH WORLD!

the drama & the saga of a sad sad fail…
there is something tantalizing in a tragic tale…
all the lowly fighting on their way to the top
clawing & scratching, & letting each other drop

all the demotivating speeches of “just give in”…
but I’ve had enough! i’ve had a love! i shall find a way to win…
So don’t try tripping me down, I’ll turn it into a dance move…
don’t try throwing me with lies, I’ll read behind the lines to the truth…

I’ve had enough with talks of all i will never be…
but who made you judge? who stole your dream?
well this is mine & my life to live all the way around…
oh you can claw, you can drag… but you can’t take me down…

enough… i said i’ve had enough
i’m going…. i’m doing this…. if i fail, it will be
the most tragic drama of all!!!!
& everyone loves the story of a fall

 

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tonight the castle is yours


Tonight the world is yours
you have my heart & more
you have your excess of pride
and you have stripped me of all mine…

tonight you built your castle a little more
one more stained glass window adorned
one more heart caught in your tower
one more captive subject under your power…

tonight I told you the truth
long awaited & long overdue
tonight I made a joke of 4 years
tonight I added to the waste of my tears

tonight I swore my allegiance to you, my king
tonight I realized there was no one else for me…
Only problem is, there is someone else for you…
so go be hers, & I’ll resign myself to my room….

tonight you rule the world
tonight you add my heart to your piggy bank
tonight you have it all in your hands
but someday that’s gunna change

tonight ain’t the end of the world
tonight is just one day
& today you rule the world,
but just wait…. just wait…

 

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