let’s wait and see

27 Jan

let’s take some time, always more time…

and i hear myself say it, and wince on the inside…

After so long, how can I not know or feel my own heart?

how can time leave us, both in the dark?


There were days and times, I acted like i was in control,

but it’s like my mind has lost contact with my soul,

it’s somewhere out there, leaving us both stranded at sea,

wondering when the answers will come back to me…..


I’ve lost my pride, and gained some years,

to wrinkle my skin, and let my eyes be carved by my tears…

It feels too far, it feels too hard, it feels too real, it feels too fast…

it feels scary, it feels magnetic, i’m terrified and angry, but want it to last…


somewhere beneath, aren’t I supposed to have a feeling, if this is love?

but how would I know? You’re eye are piercing, what has my heart done?

I have no words, i’ll just wait and curse and let time abandon me…

then in the end, it will be my fault, because i said nothing besides, “let’s wait and see”…




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