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our secret portal of hope


You know I’ve always been this way
overly protective of our secret portal of hope…
only you & I know just how much they don’t know
of what it means to us, we’re never alone…

Am I using us now?
has this friendship turned into dynamite?
You say girls & boys can’t be just friends
then why do we still talk every night?

All our moments of intimate truths shared
have been slowly gathered & prepared
and if feels like it will only take a spark
to start a fire of explosions in the dark…

I’ve dated my best friend before…
i broke his caring & bleeding heart
you should really know better by now
despite how much of a romantic you are

I am far too overly protective of what we have
I don’t care if we think it’s love don’t say it out loud
You’re there for me, & I’m here for you, we have a deal,
please i beg you, just don’t ask or tell me how we feel…

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free of you & me…


Let armageddon loose on our imagined little empire of dreams …
Leave no trace of hope or ‘maybe someday’, please be honest with me …
Don’t leave any pieces bleeding love through…
Crush me until ashes of anger is all I have for you

And if you can’t do it, then I’ll do this to you…
There’s not a chance in the world & there’s nothing you can do
I won’t even wear my mask of tears to this unceremonious goodbye,
Set fire to your bullshit dreams & watch the embers cool to white…

I could say sorry, I could say maybe someday,
I could even pull out just friends… but not today…
This is the last you’ll ever hear of me,
& no… no I am not sorry. I’m finally free

 

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may be crazy, but it’s okay…


Maybe crazy…
but I’m realizing more & more…
that it’s okay baby…
for us not to be totally sure…

as long as we keep loving each other
day by day, we’ll get through…
So now i’m gunna stop anticipating…
and just let myself fall hard for you…

Now, I’m rather anti-romantic…
roll my eyes at candles & a rose…
but if you wanna go for a walk in starlight,
I’d be game for holding hands, I suppose…

And while I don’t use pet names…
you’re still the only mister in my life…
I just hope you know that i miss you…
if we can last past the distance, we’ll get by….

So for now, i’ll just sing in my car,
and send a paper letter with a heart…
you can concentrate on school & family,
and looking at me like no one else even starts…

may be crazy,
but i’m okay
with just waiting
until we have more to say….

 

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the forever kind of love.


I trust you with my life & heart,
never want anyone to tear us apart… oh no

If I could now, I’d pick up & leave
follow you to where I need to be… with you

Maybe this is me dreaming,
or maybe we can truly last…
baby hold me close,
before this visit becomes part of the past

Want you to hold me in your arms,
where i feel safe from any harm…
I wanna feel your heartbeat as I rest,
my head on your strong chest

And as I look into your silver eyes,
they pierce smiles into mine…
I just want to make a love lasts forever true…
& I want my forever love to be with you…

 

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tough roads… tough love


it’s going to be tough on us,
ain’t no short cut or easy riding,
all mountain gravel roads with with ditches,
But, we’re going to just keep on driving…

Because I got the sunshine of your smile
when the clouds turn rainy & dark…
you’ll have my laugh & hopeful comfort,
when life burdens your weary heart…

And once we are together,
nothing can come between us…
but there 750 days of unmapped,
unknown, plain old tough stuff…

But we’re going to make it through this,
we’ll wait out the storms & endless nights,
the traffic & the freezing cold long winters,
through the silly misunderstandings & fights…

the best things are worked for,
waited for, elbow greased, & prayed for….
Sacrificing, total giving, heart & soul,
I’ll give you all of this & even more…

because, though you are not
the only good guy i could get, true…
you remain the one i want & love,
and you are the one i choose.

So for once in our lives, oh my love,
we’re going to see this through.
Because I’m tougher than the roads,
or at least I am when I’m with you

 

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making you fall in love with me…


I sat there contemplating how,
I could have fallen for my best friend?
…Came up with an ingenious scheme…
a check list plotting our destined end…

…thinking…

“I’m going to make him love me!
I know everything he does & doesn’t seek,
how hard could it be to make us right?
I’m going to win his heart this week,
Make him truly happy & proud of me,
and then, everything will be…alright”

everything went along just as pre-concieved…
you fell for me, or so I believed…
all within that fateful, anticipated week…
—but really—

3 years ago, I kindly declined,
an offer of more than friends from him,
told him to move on, don’t wait around,
little did I know, he’d made his own plans…

thinking…

“I’m going to make her love me!
I know everything that she wants & needs,
I’ll just have to become one of those things…
I’m going to win her heart with time
be her best friend for all our lives…
make her happy, until she finds… we should be a ‘we’…”

It worked, because now i love you…
funny how you love me right back too…
as much as I may complicate just about everything…
I’m glad you chose to stay & keep on loving me

 

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i’ll give this to long distance


i will give this to long-distance:
it’s not for the weak of heart…
it’s not for those who lack trust,
not every one can love from afar…

and i’ll grant this to long-distance,
it takes devotion like i’ve never given before,
but in learning to devote, & deciding if it’s best,
i’m becoming decidedly sure all the more…

any couple who can make it
through 2 years apart,
and one year together after that,
is a couple, i’m pretty sure will last…

you know, by every definition,
i really don’t fit the long-distance type…
but for you, i think i could do this,
for you, maybe i just might…

i guess what i’m saying,
is it’s a process that weeds out the flakes,
and i since i don’t plan on getting weeded,
well, there’s a good chance you & I could be great

 

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