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certainty of tears/ the glue & the nails

My heart knows certainty
when I’m crying outloud…
when i’ve given up on pretending
i’m okay, & i’m not down…

You’re soft voice always answers
‘hey, you… tell me it all?”
the words tumble all over the air
then together, we take a fall…

we fall into each other like each time before,
you remind me why i’m so very blessed,
then sweet stories & reminiscing
turn tears to laughter and happiness…

What would i do without you?
i mean really, who else can fix me like you do?
when i’m so broken & in pieces,
you know exactly where each part of me goes to…

Thank you God for bringing you into my life
rebuilt my heart like a puzzle, hundreds of times,
you’re not only the builder, but the glue & the nails
that holds me together, & makes it all right

i love you,
i miss you,
wish you weren’t far away…
i’ll wait,
we’re worth it
just take it day by day…


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written on the dark side of the moon. (if i ever question it)

And there we were in the aftermath
dreaming of love, & love’s gone past…
asking each other if destiny is real,
comforting our hopes on the other’s zeal…

but I won’t be your memory again.
no days, no time’s ever better than this.
we have only the future to look to today,
we are free of our old yesterdays…

because you & me we can create perfect.
a mix of hope, love, understanding, & working for it…
this fire of longing, shall surly serve us well,
and I’m glad my heart fell for you when it fell…

we have our own language of the heart,
we hear each other’s music even through the wind afar,
and I shall see your eyes each night in the moon,
and you shall hear my voice in your guitar’s tune….

oh we live in dreams & reality’s woven,
in songs, poems, stories, wishes, and finally chosen
we knew it was a hard world to believe in when we began,
so shame on me for complaining when i really understand.

you & I have our names written in the stars,
chiseled on the dark side of the moon with stone…
You & I have a passion that we shall never let die,
and this year without you, is a small trial to undergo…

a small price to pay for eternal joy there after,
a small burden carried from the ashes of disaster,
and I choose you inside out & outside back in,
remind me I love you if I ever question it.
…if i ever question it.


(sung with Am, C & Em)…


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Oh, the hope…

Oh the hope you give me

goes beyond what we could be.

Like watering my roots

So I can keep on growing…

You encourage me at my heart,

Make me believe from my core-

That I can become someone

Who is so very much more…

It’s like fresh air, or cool water,

You make me alive & well…

& keep me wondering

what time will have to tell…

I didn’t even reveal it all.

I left off at, ‘I wish I could say goodbye.’

You reassured me, “it will be okay.”

& I believed you without asking why.

Now, I wonder, what that means?

Were you just trying to comfort me?

Could you read the unwritten truth?

That, maybe I am in love with you?

I harbor my desires silently.

I keep them captive from you.

But my heart pounds at the door

“let me speak the unspoken truth!”

“Silence, Heart! Silence!

Hold such silly words in chains!

You do not know what love is.

Remember rejection & the pain.”

Did my heart speak to you in silence?

Do you know everything somehow?

What did your reassurance mean?

“Everything will work out…”

You said you were certain

We would cross paths again soon…

Oh, the hope you give me…

I hope it was meant for me & you.

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Posted by on November 17, 2011 in Uncategorized


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