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is that too much to ask?


I really love being single,
but i see my beauty waning each day…
and I hate the whole got to mingle
but I’m rapidly facing the reality today…

I don’t want a boyfriend, they are wastes of time
I’m perfectly comfortable living my own life..
but im getting to where I want to settle down
and i just want a guy who really figures me out…

i want him to be strong and big, and sweet and kind,
have a handsome face, and preferably blue eyes,
i want him to be wise and witty, and to make me laugh,
and to be deep and true, is that too much to ask?

they say i got to lower these standards down…
but i just don’t know which one, or how…
i’m sorry, but all the good ones are taken these days
maybe i waited too long, and turned love into a game…

but today, i’m dancing on the edge of tomorrow and today

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the real kinda everything


I don’t want your ‘hey girl’ or ‘oh sweet thing,
let me butter you up, so that you’ll sleep with me’…
don’t want your ‘here u go’… alcoholic drink,
‘just a little buzz, be my bumble bee’

oh & his blue eyes shone so bright that night
just bright enough to blind me to his true light…
don’t want all the words in a cheesy romance song…
don’t want to be your sexy lady or your oh la la…

I wanna be the one who you fall for my heart
who’s soul is elusive, but you manage to pin with a dart…
i wanna be the girl who you could never forget if you tried…
i want the real stuff, the gritty kinda ‘love you till i die’….

i want the dirty, muddy, stormy, passionate promise made…
that you’ll hold my hand when i’m wrinkly & ninety eight…
i want your face to linger in the back of my heart in every dream,
but your true self to come body & soul, make a pack, let’s be a team

I want the real kinda mundane, rub my feet,
i want the i’m exhausted, but first i’ll cook u something to eat,
i want the small little favors woven into all they call boring
and i haven’t met you yet, but i want us… i want the real thing.

 

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control ain’t what you think


the rapid breathing got caught in a gasp…
when the door let cold night wind flood the scene…
he saw the fire in her stoney grey eyes…
“baby, calm down… get control before you do anything…”

He turned into a dark shadowy blur her mind,
and his voice became a numb humming as he spoke…
oh what a sorry excuse for a fool was he,
to think words could control the lava behind the seal he just broke…

“Oh you are one to talk about restraint!
tell me, all about how you never loose control, indeed…
I told you to leave as you please, with only one catch…
if you ever cheat before that, I will destroy your everything…

So you went a little crazy yourself, with that scum?
decided to yourself, just for tonight, to have a little fun?…
well darlin’ you know, i want to go crazy and have some fun too…
So now, it’s my turn to get out of control, and play with you…”

By now the little mistress was inching toward the door,
abandoning the frozen adulterer still on the bed…
“Honey, you’re not part of this game, but you can play too
if you move another inch, you will be next to be dead”

He stared into her icey grey eyes
as the wind whistled around the gun
“Baby, please… calm down, i’m sorry”
‘Let’s start with freeze tag, you’re it…so run!”

things only got colder as the night turned grey then black…
all pleads for mercy merely sounded like buzzing bees…
shooting at shadows, killing all the monsters in her life…
Oh but when she wakes up tomorrow, she won’t remember a thing…

because she went a little crazy got out of control
let the demons take over that live within her soul…
and after her shower & a sleep in soft satin sheets,
her sane self knows not, the murderer she harbors beneath…
and for all she knows, she’s in control of everything….

 

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fishing in your eyes


holding my breath inside, i look into your brown eyes…
searching for your soul and what is written in your gaze
and i realize you are fishing within me too, to see what you find…
both of us are too proud to question or admit, what we’re asking with our eyes…

Oh did you just feel that spark when we kissed?
is this just me, or are you also falling in?
i want to know from you that you’ll commit…
promise me, I’m the only girl you’ll hold like this…

oh but, neither of us wants to be the first to dive
neither of us will speak with more than our eyes…
neither of us will be the first to put our hearts on the line…
oh but, I’m ready, if you’re ready to give us a real try…

 

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let the stupid honesty begin…


And let the honesty begin
because i suck at pretending we’re just friends.
I tried to act like i didn’t care
but it was all i could do not pull out that girl’s hair…

Who says we can’t work out?
i mean 3 years is kind of awkward, it’s true,
but I’m tired of acting like a brat,
because I’m so jealous over you….

So much for dark curly brown hair…
and so much for dating a guy in the NFL,
so much for staying single for a few years…
my stupid heart rolled it’s eyes at me & fell…

fell for your ridiculously big blue eyes
and when i get all angry & fiesty,
how you hold my arms down and close…
i fell for your reliability to always be timely…

i fell for your convictions set in stone,
and how you always think for yourself,
i fell for how you get me to climb mountains,
and how you have a great perspective on wealth…

honestly i love your huge family,
and as much as i enjoy playing around,
darn it, i can’t really play with you because,
you are the best match i’ve ever found….

Do i hate that this is you? you from back in highschool?
yes, i hated you & ur whole group’s guts back then…
but evidently that really doesn’t matter for much anymore…
because between the two cons & a million pros, you win…

 

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lock you with my eyes


Smile… just one smile at me,
and all of a sudden everything really is okay…
want to lock your heart with my eyes,
and keep the key until i’m ready to play…

you make me trust you, and i want to
tell you how much i really wish we could be more,
but there’s so much wrong with the equation,
we just don’t add up, so i’ll say something like ‘sure’

oh is it even right
to keep tormenting each other?
when both of us knows we can’t
emotionally move onto another…

Am I selfish or just a girl who
is going through withdrawal from love?
Does it matter? either way….
i need you, so just hurry the heck up…

 

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What you’ve done to me.


I’m a tough one, I used to think…
Roses, and flowers are cheesy…
cliche stories don’t happen in real life…
but, you’ve made a silly romantic of me…

If I’m upset I have two reactions,
I’ll say I’m fine or then explode all at once…
But you won’t let me get away with fine..
I find myself communicating what I want…

I’m the kind of girl who’s afraid of commitment,
one guy forever, sounds like the scariest thing…
but if you knelt down on one knee tomorrow,
then I’d proudly wear your ring.

I’m either indecisive
or stubborn in my ways…
but you balance me out,
and help show me the grays…

Swore up & down I’d never date you…
And I have to be right about everything…
Too competitive & stubborn to give in…
until I realized what having you could mean.

So, I’ve thrown away my told-you-so,
Now I don’t keep tallies of anything…
I may still roll my eyes and glare…
but you’ve made a lover out of me.

 

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