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may be crazy, but it’s okay…


Maybe crazy…
but I’m realizing more & more…
that it’s okay baby…
for us not to be totally sure…

as long as we keep loving each other
day by day, we’ll get through…
So now i’m gunna stop anticipating…
and just let myself fall hard for you…

Now, I’m rather anti-romantic…
roll my eyes at candles & a rose…
but if you wanna go for a walk in starlight,
I’d be game for holding hands, I suppose…

And while I don’t use pet names…
you’re still the only mister in my life…
I just hope you know that i miss you…
if we can last past the distance, we’ll get by….

So for now, i’ll just sing in my car,
and send a paper letter with a heart…
you can concentrate on school & family,
and looking at me like no one else even starts…

may be crazy,
but i’m okay
with just waiting
until we have more to say….

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certainty of tears/ the glue & the nails


My heart knows certainty
when I’m crying outloud…
when i’ve given up on pretending
i’m okay, & i’m not down…

You’re soft voice always answers
‘hey, you… tell me it all?”
the words tumble all over the air
then together, we take a fall…

we fall into each other like each time before,
you remind me why i’m so very blessed,
then sweet stories & reminiscing
turn tears to laughter and happiness…

What would i do without you?
i mean really, who else can fix me like you do?
when i’m so broken & in pieces,
you know exactly where each part of me goes to…

Thank you God for bringing you into my life
rebuilt my heart like a puzzle, hundreds of times,
you’re not only the builder, but the glue & the nails
that holds me together, & makes it all right

i love you,
i miss you,
wish you weren’t far away…
i’ll wait,
we’re worth it
just take it day by day…

 

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Run me away….


Run me away into the jungle
or sail off into the sea,
somewhere we can get lost,
and live just you & me…

Perhaps on a distant island
with no internet or cell phone,
no one to check & comment
on what they don’t know….

Oh with everyone watching,
I feel like an experiment sometimes,
everyone has something to say
coming from both of our sides…

Your mother & sisters,
my dad & cousins do too,
I just want to runaway, baby…
run me away with you….

 

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the forever kind of love.


I trust you with my life & heart,
never want anyone to tear us apart… oh no

If I could now, I’d pick up & leave
follow you to where I need to be… with you

Maybe this is me dreaming,
or maybe we can truly last…
baby hold me close,
before this visit becomes part of the past

Want you to hold me in your arms,
where i feel safe from any harm…
I wanna feel your heartbeat as I rest,
my head on your strong chest

And as I look into your silver eyes,
they pierce smiles into mine…
I just want to make a love lasts forever true…
& I want my forever love to be with you…

 

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tough roads… tough love


it’s going to be tough on us,
ain’t no short cut or easy riding,
all mountain gravel roads with with ditches,
But, we’re going to just keep on driving…

Because I got the sunshine of your smile
when the clouds turn rainy & dark…
you’ll have my laugh & hopeful comfort,
when life burdens your weary heart…

And once we are together,
nothing can come between us…
but there 750 days of unmapped,
unknown, plain old tough stuff…

But we’re going to make it through this,
we’ll wait out the storms & endless nights,
the traffic & the freezing cold long winters,
through the silly misunderstandings & fights…

the best things are worked for,
waited for, elbow greased, & prayed for….
Sacrificing, total giving, heart & soul,
I’ll give you all of this & even more…

because, though you are not
the only good guy i could get, true…
you remain the one i want & love,
and you are the one i choose.

So for once in our lives, oh my love,
we’re going to see this through.
Because I’m tougher than the roads,
or at least I am when I’m with you

 

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making you fall in love with me…


I sat there contemplating how,
I could have fallen for my best friend?
…Came up with an ingenious scheme…
a check list plotting our destined end…

…thinking…

“I’m going to make him love me!
I know everything he does & doesn’t seek,
how hard could it be to make us right?
I’m going to win his heart this week,
Make him truly happy & proud of me,
and then, everything will be…alright”

everything went along just as pre-concieved…
you fell for me, or so I believed…
all within that fateful, anticipated week…
—but really—

3 years ago, I kindly declined,
an offer of more than friends from him,
told him to move on, don’t wait around,
little did I know, he’d made his own plans…

thinking…

“I’m going to make her love me!
I know everything that she wants & needs,
I’ll just have to become one of those things…
I’m going to win her heart with time
be her best friend for all our lives…
make her happy, until she finds… we should be a ‘we’…”

It worked, because now i love you…
funny how you love me right back too…
as much as I may complicate just about everything…
I’m glad you chose to stay & keep on loving me

 

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think twice


and if i could give you my heart tonight
and never given the chance to think twice…
i believe i’d be happy for the rest of my time
just to spend it becoming each other’s life…

why must time give me too long to think?
why must different guys from my past come to me?
I know, yes i’m sure, yes i think, wait, what?
all this questioning leaves me far less sure of us….

and while i want to say i’m 100%
you are my best friend, and have my heart…
i’d be a fool not to remember the others
until this stage moves onto the next part…

when i’m with you, when we talk,
when i hear your voice…there’s no one else for me…
but in your absense, in the quiet,
those are the times other names come out to haunt me…

i love you, let’s end this…
let’s end this long distance & make it real
because these vacillations are awful,
and i don’t want any doubt about how i feel

 

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