RSS

Tag Archives: mine

My heart waits


And if I were to try to find your heart,
I wouldn’t even know where to start, oh no…
A heart is not a quest
nor a war to be brought to rest,

And the man for whom I wish…
is more than just a check list…
A dream is more than colors and shapes,
it’s the way it leaves you feeling when you awake…

And I… I
I’m still waiting for mine.
Sure he’s a type, sure he’s kind,
and sure it’s the idea I have in my mind,

But it’s you and your eyes,
and the way you look into mine…
It’s how I can look at you too,
and feel completely unglued…

It’s how I want to be your partner in every game,
It’s how I want to be your side kick in every race,
It’s how I want to be your trophy, I want to be your prize,
I want to be yours, and I want you to be mine oh mine…

And if I were to try to find your heart,
I wouldn’t even know where to start,
But somewhere in the future, embedded in fate,
You better find me… for in the meantime, my heart waits…

Advertisements
 

Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

heart pick-pocket


berry juicy kind of sweet
i let you get the best of me…
and i gave you just enough
but then you grabbed my trust…

and i’m still running,
trying to feel something…
give it back, give it back, it’s mine
somebody get him! tonight….

ain’t nothing but a love pick-pocket
stealing goodies like the love in a locket…
i don’t need your words another time,
i needed you to rise up & really be mine…

but you can’t be caught for this,
think you’re Leonardo Dicaprio’s twin,,
all you are is mean, & stolen part of me..
why won’t you set me free? & let me be…

 

Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

pool sides, and blood


wipe it all out make it al go away!
my mind is whirling down memory lane
i hear the words come out of my mouth like a curse
and see him turn around and shut his door…

and i’d never go home never go home again…

they found him in his pool of blood on marble floors
our skeleton wasn’t in the closet, but behind slammed doors…
sirens, red & blue lights, blurred into a regretful haze
while i was at a pool side, ignoring my phone that day….

be careful what you wish for
or what un-thought-out words you let stray
because the heart has no bone…
it’s a soft, fragile, and bleeding place…

and i’d never go home, never go home after that day.

 
4 Comments

Posted by on March 4, 2013 in (negative)

 

Tags: , ,

So be a man


I want you to be a man, and lead me…
Choosing a man of caliber is my responsibility
but none of the other guys will do for me…
So I’m asking for you to step up and carry me…

Oh, and if it isn’t you, I really am going to give up now…
no point in pushing things that won’t work out,..
All of a sudden games aren’t fun any more, you know…
And I just want to settle down & trust you so…

So be the man who raises me up to who i can be…
not with chastising but with sweet encouraging…
So be the one who holds my hand in the dark…
and who i can trust to lead me toward brighter stars…

Oh and if it isn’t you I’m really through with love for now.
Oh my fire has no spark any more & it’s dimming down…
All the loves found & lost are seeming more a trend these days…
So either be a man & love me or leave me with no heart aches…

 

Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

begin living my dream!


I’ve spent four years

trying to figure out who i want to be

& now that I know,

There’s no stopping me.

No boy or man with blue eyes,

no alluring short cut to fame,

no town-full of friends,

will keep me from my way!

I can do grey skies for a few years

i can do Ramon noodles & old shoes

They just don’t seem so bad,

when you got a dream waiting for you.

Don’t need no boy right now,

enough of waiting for mr. right…

I’m shining & alive, so excited

to finally have decided to begin my own life.

Here’s my life for me

world, watch me struggle then soar!

Finally, I’m ready to begin,

this time it’s my dream i’m striving for!

 

Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,