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Quest to purge my heart


The freedom is overwhelming
when you realize you can do what’s right…
Lift the guilt off your shoulders
as you forgive & apologize…

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going back through old grudges,
writing them on little notes,
and then one by one i light them on fire
cleansing my heart as i let it go…

looking up the old names
of folks that i wronged long ago…
and sending them words of regret and sorry
that we both know i truly owe…

and then one by one with those now
who i have shown a double standard to…
i release them from the strings i held
show them my sin asked to be excused…


humiliated and humbled,
But I’m sick of guilty lies and truths…
so i am on a quest to purge my soul
and renew that peace i once knew

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magical as sunshine to me


You know all these days & times,
and all these songs & rhymes,
simply cannot do justice to you & me…

When there are hopes & fears,
mixed in with the joys & tears,
that stand with miles in between…

But as the future is taking shape..
I stop & look into your pixellated face,
and realize, you’re still everything to me…

You are my ocean side breeze,
the kind that personifies total peace,
and when you smile, it’s like that to me…

You are my shooting star
that i wish on each night from so very far,
totally distant, but still within reach…

You are my perfect summer day
I hope that you never go away,
I guess i just hope that someday you will see…

you are as magical as sunshine to me.

 

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Love is a gift


Love is more than missing you.
Love is more than just kissing too,
love is more than what anyone can give.
love is more, because love is a gift…

you can’t force no one to love you
can’t trick you into forever and more…
and i wish i could express just how long
i intend to truly love you for…

It’s more than i have inside me
it’s more than you can take…
love is it’s own life
glowing in our hearts each day…

It has it’s own dreams & notions
i would never have all by myself…
it has it’s own understanding
it has it’s own medicine for health…

a hug here after a misunderstanding,
head on your shoulder, arms held tight…
an,  “i’m sorry that i ever doubted you”
and an “i love you, that’s alright”…

love is a hug, it’s a kiss…
it’s a vision, it’s a wish…
but it’s so much more than this
because love… love is a gift…

 

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just take care of yourself…


Don’t tell me I should get out,
I’ve done that one time too many before,
Then later send me some drunk text,
that it’s my fault you can’t move on anymore…

I have a boyfriend now & i’m happy
you said you were fine with just friends,
then you make me feel all guilty
that I ended it with you back then…

I’m sorry but my ‘friend’,
it’s time to move on in your life,
i’m not talking about some rebound,
i mean do something real with your time…

I’m sorry but my ‘friend’
you need to let me go and I’ll help
i won’t come back around anymore…
it’s time you started to take care of yourself…

 

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how do you respond to this?


So, KF told me to check my email this morning. when i did, i found a long letter/email, ending with this… It was too amazing for me not to share it on here…
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I love you more than I can possibly convey with a letter, a word, or a song. I would have to express my love to you every day at every possible opportunity; and that is exactly what I intend to do. I don’t care if it seems fast, rushed, or too soon. I love you. I know it, and I’m not going to waste another day by not saying it. You’re right, it is a dangerous word. It admits vulnerability. It opens your heart to the fierce and painful blows of suffering. It exposes your soul in every way. But for all that, love is still the one thing worth living for, and the one thing worth dying for. I admit that I am vulnerable to you. I open my heart to you knowing the pain love can cause. I bare my soul to you. I do it all because I know you are worth it. I do it because you are a truer friend in every way than I could possibly imagine. I do it because I am completely, wonderfully, and unabashedly in love with you, and I will tell you every day until you feel it with every fiber of your being, as I do.

I love you, (my name). I lay my heart at your feet. It is yours, now and always.
~KF

 
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Posted by on April 7, 2012 in explore, guys/girls, love, Romance

 

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Dear fellow bloggers… let’s shape our worlds together…


It’s funny how little & much this site can play a role in our lives. We can ignore it, & nothing bad happens. Or we can invest & become inspired. What’s really neat about wordpress, is how we are all active writers & readers. So, we have the opportunity to influence each other. Many of the future ‘best selling’ authors, editors, & even obsure writers are on here. we all have the chance to shape the future of literature on here. both with feedback & writing. . .

but there’s even more than that… we can change & inspire each other in ways that will change our lives, & thus the lives around us. Let’s try to build each other up. Even critiques can be helpful. We can bounce ideas & theories & encouragement. Look, everyone needs a little motivation & inspiration.

In the following blog, i will tell my story of how some other bloggers on here have changed my life with their feedback. And they don’t even know my real name. I’m an anonymous blogger. Amazing, the soul doesn’t need to be steriotyped or labelled. We can get right to the heart of matters on here.

I am so glad I took the step to set up my wordpress. I love reading every one of yours, & I sincerely hope that I can find time to continue to do so. It’s so powerful when you realize that people all over the world are reading YOUR poems, stories, and blogs.

In particular, i want to single out a few of the most amazing commenters i’ve had. who have inspired me:

1 Autumn & Gabby Angel: http://autumnsunshineandgabrielleangel.wordpress.com/
2 Jaded Heart- http://jadedstone11.wordpress.com/
3 Tale of my Heart- http://justsimplyinlove.wordpress.com/
4. Eric Alagan (so inspirational) http://ericalaganfanclub.wordpress.com/
5. http://daabsentee.wordpress.com/
6. http://maggiemaeijustsaythis.wordpress.com/
7. Michael- http://jamesdez.wordpress.com/
8. http://suzannagoretti.wordpress.com/

in the following blog, you will read how you literally have changed my life. PS. there have been many more inspirations, but these are the most prominent throughout time… i also had one called uncletree or something & anselmiking… both of them are awesome too. there were so many more. but the above have been above & beyond.

 
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Posted by on April 2, 2012 in awards, Decisions, explore, life, Stories

 

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answers to satisfy


My heart, tied in knots starts to shiver,
as it knows it’s truth is drawing near…
An excitement & dread interwoven,
compels my thoughts to dance into fear…

As I over think what may be simple,
as i analyze every word & feeling unknown…
I realize I am getting myself nowhere,
but within 30 hours, on a plane I shall go…

And all these questions heighten to their peak,
all these hours & days of thoughts & over analyzing…
all these compounded hopes & fears, with such unease,
shall finally meet the truth in unquestionable reality…

From time to time, & friend to friend…
his name has been mentioned in passing,
but as of recently it’s all they hear,
as my heart spins in a seizure thrashing….

No more uncertainty can I take!
My sanity is truly on the line .
Decisions & facts are over-due…
But within a week, i shall be satisfied

 

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