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a new crinkle line


Oh you can’t fight time
look in the mirror & see a new crinkle line…
I guess i should be grateful
that i made it to this beautiful place in life…

I can’t help that I’m human
& in dissatisfaction, i revert to memories…
but if i’m not willing to seek the answers
then these questions are no good for me…

It’s a cycle again & again, you know
loving where you’re at & desiring more
Maybe come summer & sunshine,
I shall be content with the warmth…

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I’ll be honest… and that’s okay


I’ll be honest, i’m not that happy…
But you know what, sometimes that’s okay…
Because I know it’s a cold dark winter,
And i’ll have more laughs on some summer day…

I’ll be honest, i’m really scared nobody will love me
Nobody will love me for who i really am…
but even more scary is that I wonder if i can love him
but you know what, time will tell me if anyone can…

And you know, to be honest right now…
i feel so alone, useless, & just really ugly inside out…
But my plan is just to say my prayers, & wish on stars,
until time & sunshine eventually will end my doubt…

and i’ll be honest, i’m not okay….
but there’s a beauty to accepting this sorrow,
and i have faith that there will be more smiles,
if i can just wait it out, until tomorrow’s tomorrow…

 

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the perfect setting… from the other side


it was the perfect setting…
the water was shimmering glows into the trees…
it was the perfect wedding…
from my side of the lake shore I could see the whole thing…

a black haired little girl oblivious & cute,
ran along the lake, sharing horderves with the ducks,
the ribbons dancing in the wind around the pillars,
the gazebo flashing with cameras & reflections of the sun…

And there I was across the water,
sitting in a white dress on the rocky water’s edge…
trying not to stare through my sunglasses,
with a book, a towel, & popsicle in hand…

It made me think about you,
it made me think about us,
it made me think about my youngest cousin
& those ridiculous ducks….

it was the perfect setting…
would my hair also blow in the breeze?
it looked like the perfect wedding,
…even if I do wish that was you & me…

 

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love like summer rain….


Nothin’ new going on in this small town
‘cept a rumor made up by some girls…
it’ll make it’s way round then fall out…
as people realize it don’t change the world…

lights turn off & lights turn on at the same hours
each night, in each house, in each room…
everybody got their routine down to a T…
except me, and my every changing life tune…

& i’m pretty sure they all think i’m kinda crazy.
but they love me like a crazy summer lightning-storm…
and they may think i’m sweet like a rose,
though, believe me, they can all tell you bout my thorns…

but mostly, they say quirky is just fine…
and they hope i can settle down & love the views.
just be at peace & learn to be happy….
learn to live years with out need of changing news…

I could tell you everything they’d say, i’m sure…
but you don’t really care what they think anyway…
you promise me that the future with you there,
will give happiness a new meaning, a new name…

I really think i could someday belong here…
I’d learn to roll my windows up & turn the volume down,
maybe I could even have a daily time i turn my lights out,
but without you, i could never truly be happy in this small town.

because what’s life without love?
it could be any, any life at all…
i could be sitting in the beaches of hawaii,
and i’d still be hoping for you to call…

i love you too much, i’m sure.
so much, that no one else could ever take your place.
no one else, & nothing else,
…not even a whole town, loving me like a hot summer rain.

 

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Neon shades & dirty flip-flops… the life for me!


Watermelon by pool sides,
and rainbows in sprinkler’s water drops…
towels in the backseat just in case…,
sunscreen in my make-up & dirty flip flops..

swimsuits beneath my clothing,
and the smell of lake mixed with my perfume,
beach towels for picnics,
fresh cut strawberries during all of July & June…

feeling cool in my new neon shades,
and hot in my tank top & mini skirt…
odd-shaped sunburns on my neck and shoulders,
but i love that particular kind of hurt…

Chlorine splashed in my snack,
and sand caught inside my tankini,
campfires and misquito bites,
and barbeques lit by dusk & tiki’s…

This, to me, is paradise.
It’s happiness packed into the air,
Popsicles & dripping ice cream cones,
nothing bad really happens this time of year…

so go get yourself a soda out of the cooler,
pull up a lawn chair & a wide straw hat…
nobody cares if you’re wearing make up or not…
& there’s really nothing wrong with splashing back…

welcome to summer ❤

 

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sunscreen smells like good times…


I unzip the extra large suitcase filled with treasure,
as I break my swimsuits & shorts into fresh air again,
re-pack in my winter coats, boots, and snow-clothes,
I feel a smile break loose, I feel the glory of a mighty win…

Summer at long last!
I’ve been waiting for so long…
flip-flops & shorts
have never done me any wrong…

As a Texan at heart speaking,
I could do with no more snow for the rest of my life…
I swear I’m only alive in the scorching heat…
Solar powered, & sunscreen smells like good times…

 
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Posted by on June 5, 2012 in Uncategorized

 

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hot messy revenge & goodbye


She’s a smoking hot mess,
in her sheer white beach dress,
just a wet swim-suit beneath,
& she’s passionately saying something…

she’s driving him crazy insane,
her long sandy curls swing by her face,
and when she finally stops & looks up at him…
he has no idea how to answer her question…

He has no idea what she even said…
he’s battling down the thoughts of wanting her in bed…
Then she tilts her perfect face to the side…
and sends a sexy glare that’s supposed to chastise..

She knows exactly how to drive him insane…
and she loves every moment seeing him suffer the pain…
Oh this torment is exactly what he gets & deserves…
for saying ‘no’ when he had the chance to have her…

So, if ‘just friends’ is what he thinks is best…
Well, she will taunt that, as she pushes his chest…
She tempts him with her angelic dare-devil eyes…
then whispers, ‘tag, your it’ and runs right out of his life…

 

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