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coins, spells, rainbows, & wells


like the coins they threw into a wishing well,
like the words they spoke from a book of spells
like a tone-deaf girl trying to learn how to sing
we were wasted as money bet on the lottery…

oh like using a phone book 2 decades old,
and following rainbows looking for a pot of gold,
some people will disappoint you in the end
doesn’t matter how much heart & hope you put into it…

now i ain’t sayin’ miracles can’t come true
or that wishes in fountains isn’t fun to do…
all i’m saying is that i’m done trusting you…
time wastin’, so let’s hasten & make this through…

 

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TO BE, or to fear?… Resolve of the fearful


BE INSPIRED… i’m trying so hard…
so hard to believe that love is attainable..
BE COURAGEOUS… so very hard
not to shrink from all the risks upon the table…

BE HONEST… who really is?
is that vulnerable when they can’t know?
BE TRUSTING… who knows how?
I only trust my own heart not to run or go…

But then again, it’s running now,
running away with my only chance at love,
if i can’t trust my best friend of years,
then how will i ever be able to open up?

He’s done nothing wrong, but steal my love,
nothing but be sweet & loyal & true…
I hate this stupid wary guarded heart of mine…
and how it tries to pull me away from you…

BUT I SHALL NOT GO! I am inspired…
i shall not back down, i believe in us.
I honestly didn’t know this love existed…
stronger than my own will to run…

I WILL love you forever.
I WILL marry you someday,
I SHALL NOT let my own fear
take the best thing I’ve ever had away….

 

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Distortions of time


It’s gunna take
forever & a day
before I will trust
that love is as named…

it’s gunna be,
a lifetime & a week
before I will tell you,
tell you everything…

So after only 15 days,
i shouldn’t be feeling this way…
i shouldn’t be sharing so much,
i shouldn’t be wanting the such…

I shouldn’t be wanting you here
i shouldn’t even really care…
but, i obviously am starting to…
maybe possibly really like you…

Yeah, you’re bending my time-line,
warping holes into my paradigm…
making me think at this exponential rate,
that someday, love isn’t too far away …
….

 

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